if i’m being honest

I’m insecure and jealous
needy and selfish
eversensitive
too ticklish
I lack conviction
prone to addiction
once what was too fat
is now much too thin
I can’t control my thinking
tend to lose control when I’m drinking
inflated sense of self, for once
now I find it shrinking

I had just broken the surface
took a breath
but now i’m sinking

again

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